{"id":104,"date":"2008-05-22T22:43:13","date_gmt":"2008-05-22T22:43:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/?p=104"},"modified":"2008-05-23T16:18:23","modified_gmt":"2008-05-23T16:18:23","slug":"it-is-what-it-is","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/?p=104","title":{"rendered":"it is what it is"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yesterday RU told me I&#8217;ve been seeming sad, angry and disappointed lately.  Hard not to chafe at that, even if it rings true, or maybe because it rings true.  I know I&#8217;m in an uncomfortable place right now and part of what&#8217;s going on is cultivating the willingness to be  uncomfortable and I imagine that at times that&#8217;s not super pleasant to be around.  I&#8217;ve been thinking about Dave&#8217;s <a href=\"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/?p=101#comments\">comment on my incubating post<\/a>, reminding me about needing &#8220;a way to make it back to that center while you explore the fringes. Call it a mantra, home(\u2019centering\u2019 spot), or even people in your life that drag you back &#8211; kicking and screaming from the focus of discovery back into the wonder of being.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;d love it if more than one of those people lived here in Portland.  Please don&#8217;t mistake this for a pity party as that&#8217;s not my intention. I&#8217;m just in this in between spot that&#8217;s a little lonely. Cause since I&#8217;ve been out here I&#8217;ve gone after a number of friends that don&#8217;t quite fit and right now I&#8217;m really looking for connections with more resonance.  Most of my resonators are hundreds if not thousands of miles away and I hope you know that you are sorely missed.<\/p>\n<p>I really loved Silvia&#8217;s <a href=\"http:\/\/silviespence.blogspot.com\/\">recent post<\/a> and how it reminded me of lots of things, one being that everything changes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yesterday RU told me I&#8217;ve been seeming sad, angry and disappointed lately. Hard not to chafe at that, even if it rings true, or maybe because it rings true. I know I&#8217;m in an uncomfortable place right now and part of what&#8217;s going on is cultivating the willingness to be uncomfortable and I imagine that [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-104","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-insights"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/104","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=104"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/104\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=104"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=104"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=104"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}