{"id":114,"date":"2008-06-13T21:52:50","date_gmt":"2008-06-13T21:52:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/?p=114"},"modified":"2008-06-13T21:52:50","modified_gmt":"2008-06-13T21:52:50","slug":"good-day-sunshine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/?p=114","title":{"rendered":"good day sunshine"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The sun is finally shining. Right the fuck on.  I didn&#8217;t think I was gonna make it last week.  I&#8217;m sure we&#8217;ve got some more rain ahead of us, but Oregon summer is so close I can almost taste it.<\/p>\n<p>Thinking of the sunshine juxtaposed with my blogging about darkness reminds me of this Nan Goldin photo I saw last week.  It was a picture of some train tracks running off into this clump of trees that seemed to be painted against a stunning sunset, all purple and red and gold.  There was such a beautiful subtlety to it that I immediately thought of the midwest. Then I read the caption &#8211; train tracks at Birkenau. And I thought of course.  Of course there were stunning sunsets there, of course such beauty would exist while humans were being tortured and murdered inside the walls.  And I couldn&#8217;t stop looking at it, no matter what other book I picked up, I kept going back to it.  The photo illustrates what I&#8217;m struggling so hard to articulate, that darkness does not exist outside our humanity.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The sun is finally shining. Right the fuck on. I didn&#8217;t think I was gonna make it last week. I&#8217;m sure we&#8217;ve got some more rain ahead of us, but Oregon summer is so close I can almost taste it. Thinking of the sunshine juxtaposed with my blogging about darkness reminds me of this Nan [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-114","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-insights"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/114","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=114"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/114\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=114"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=114"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=114"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}