I am some where new or not really new,\u00a0 more like I lost sight of myself for a long, long time and I finally got myself back in view.\u00a0 I will try to explain this later.\u00a0 I went to SF this weekend and am glad to have gone, but not for all the reasons I thought I would be, which is a funny commentary on expectations. Speaking of which, it is a curious place to be, letting go of some expectations, which I seem to be doing around various things, like when I might get to see my girl in Western Mass. I keep purging stuff at my house and spending hours on end trying to write a little bit of a story I think I’d like to read.And I feel like very slowly I’m conscious about how I spend my time.<\/p>\n
My fingers are corssed so tight that Obama can pull off a win here come November that I swear my knuckles are gonna break. McCain and Palin are sinking to new and dangerous lows and I can’t help but think of them as anything but mean little fuckers.<\/p>\n
News for my friend with breast cancer is not as good as we had all hoped. It’s fucking weird.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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