{"id":245,"date":"2009-03-31T05:23:33","date_gmt":"2009-03-31T05:23:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/?p=245"},"modified":"2009-03-31T05:23:33","modified_gmt":"2009-03-31T05:23:33","slug":"terrain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/?p=245","title":{"rendered":"terrain"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>RU indulged me tonight in some musical reminiscing. We listened to a handful of random FIP songs, a couple old and unfinished solo tracks, and the two most recent songs I&#8217;ve recorded. It made me really wish that Matt and I had recorded the second record because we hit this good streak on song writing and six years later it still sounds good to me. Ah well.<\/p>\n<p>I was trying to explain to someone the other day, maybe it was PM, that lately when I reflect on my life, I feel like I&#8217;m looking at terrain from the 30,000 feet. I couldn&#8217;t really make out the patterns and shapes while I was so in the midst of them. I needed some distance that I suppose age has given me. Or maybe it&#8217;s age and grief. I dunno, but now I see things more clearly, like how I move from place to place. In fact, bet I&#8217;ve lived in at least 20 different apartments, houses, etc. in the last 30 years, but I&#8217;ve only had three real jobs since I was 22.\u00a0 Work has been my stability, which is not to0 different from my dad, something I didn&#8217;t realize until tonight, when it occured to me my dad only had two real jobs. Worked for Kenny Meiring and then worked for Joe Breach. Of course it&#8217;s not unusual for anyone from his generation to have had lifetime jobs. So I don&#8217;t want to draw too much from the similarity.<\/p>\n<p>Mostly, what&#8217;s interesting is the idea of terrain &#8212; that at some point you can see the shape of your life.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>RU indulged me tonight in some musical reminiscing. We listened to a handful of random FIP songs, a couple old and unfinished solo tracks, and the two most recent songs I&#8217;ve recorded. It made me really wish that Matt and I had recorded the second record because we hit this good streak on song writing [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-245","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-insights"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/245","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=245"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/245\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=245"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=245"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=245"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}