{"id":73,"date":"2008-02-29T23:02:34","date_gmt":"2008-02-29T23:02:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/?p=73"},"modified":"2008-02-29T23:02:34","modified_gmt":"2008-02-29T23:02:34","slug":"am-i-just-trying-to-break-my-own-heart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/?p=73","title":{"rendered":"am i just trying to break my own heart"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have this dreamy play list in constant rotation.  It&#8217;s a little sad and a lot of longing and I can&#8217;t stop listening to it. I don&#8217;t even wanna stop.  It feels like I&#8217;m poking around at all the corners I&#8217;ve kept covered up so tightly, prying loose old memories, shaking the dust off things I forgot I ever wanted in the first place.\u00a0 A bit of re-remembering.\u00a0 It&#8217;s funny I could have forgotten what it is to imagine.<\/p>\n<p>The song that&#8217;s breaking my heart right now, is Cat Power&#8217;s cover of Joan Baez&#8217;es <em>Song for Bobby<\/em>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have this dreamy play list in constant rotation. It&#8217;s a little sad and a lot of longing and I can&#8217;t stop listening to it. I don&#8217;t even wanna stop. It feels like I&#8217;m poking around at all the corners I&#8217;ve kept covered up so tightly, prying loose old memories, shaking the dust off things [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13,22,17],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-73","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-insights","category-memories","category-movies"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=73"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=73"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=73"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.proteanme.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=73"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}